In the initial post, I was going to list out everything I lost in the aftermath of my manic episode. But then I realized that I wouldn't be honoring God by doing that. Yes, I did feel like I lost everything when I was forced to move from my college town to my hometown. Yes, I was depressed for a very long time, and I didn't want to come up for air. However, those things are the past because I found everything I need in Jesus. Sometimes you have to lose everything, including some material things, to find yourself in Jesus. Although it took a long time, God doesn't keep a record when it comes to his children. I am thankful that my probation will be over 74 days. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head, and clothes on my back. I am thankful that I am releasing my memoirs series and launching my t-shirt company. Most importantly, I am thankful that Jesus died on that cross for me and my Christian siblings, because without that sacrifice we wouldn't be here today. I am glad that I lost everything because God said I didn't need that stuff in the first place. I want to be known for my faith at the end of the day, and not the stuff I thought I had.
I love you and there is NOTHING you can do about it
Maurice Burrell III
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